I am now offically fed up

You see not unofficial - but officially fed up - why official - 'cos I told God so. My back is improving - just not at a speed I would like. perhaps there is the lesson. There is much I would like to do and I look around the house thinking that so much could have been accomplished in these last few days. I couldn't even pick up the things that fell over in the wind.. it is so frustrating.....I am meant to be on retreat tomorrow with my fellow probationers.. will I make it ...that is the big question...